Title say sit all. I've duped myself into a situation I can not gracefully walk from, or gracefully walk through. There are consequences to my actions and At some degree I will deal one or the other.
I could walk away, and forfeit. That means i'm out 30 bucks, my pride, and I get the feeling of being reminded that I failed miserably.
I could keep going, win my keep... but then this week will suck even more.
Addiction...Guess I have had one to games for a while now... Maybe Cold turkey isn't the best solution, but at the moment, I have no choice.
So half of you actually reading are probably confused as all hell, this is more of a means for me to lash out, get out my feelings. Day two draws to a close, I've finished 2 projects on my two do list, and am making some headway on my book. Just got to find a board game and dupe my sister into joining.. then survive a full football game.
In short, I leave with these words...it's been 47 hours, 13 minutes. Two down, 5 to go. And I will Win.
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